this weekend has been pretty incredible. I would probably put on the "favorite weekend" list
minus a few things here and there.
live music- when done well and talent and hard work shows- this is what brings a smile to my heart. this is when my soul feels full.
today was an orchestra of 13-18 year olds. They were amazing. I loved it.
I put on my pearls and my dress and felt pretty. His eyes got wide when I opened the door. and he smiled big.
no details necessary- because words cannot express, so i'm not even going to shame the experience or emotion with words.
3.12.2011
3.09.2011
are you thinking what I'm thinking?
Alright, stop. collaborate and listen.
hot tubbing with Bryanna was high quality tonight.
My dreams have been all over the place recently. ALL OVER THE PLACE. Usually there is a pattern to how things come together in my dreams but not the last two nights.
Alright, I'll say what I'm actually thinking this time around. This time last year my life changed in a way that I couldn't have imagined- my purpose changed- my focus changed - my direction was turned. The process of transition took time.
"you were blessed by- a different kind of inner view, its all magnafied. The highs will make you fly, the lows make you want to die. I was once there- hanging from that very ledge that you are standing, and I know I know I know- its easier to let go"- missy higgins
who knew that missy higgins could write a song previous to my experience that gave words of comfort. of someone else who knew my perspective- the listener- the gatherer. how was it even possible?
So last summer was successful but not as successful as I would've liked it to be. I think I'll probably take the rest of my life and dedicate it to the spreading of love.
I once was lost but now I'm found- was blind but now I see.
I hope you're still tending the garden that I saw you at last. I hope it's making you smile like you were when I saw you last. I hope you're still pointing people in the right direction up the road. I hope you've pointed yourself in that direction too. I hope you've prepared your heart for what is coming your way.
Please send me light so I can give it to everyone else the way you think they'd hear it.
this year has been different. different than any year that I have ever lived.
the highs and the lows have been dynamic for sure. the stark contrast has caused tissue to scar and perspective to change, widen even.
Understanding has become the object of my attention.
I am not the same woman i was a year ago- did you hear that?
read my past- read my once perspective- judge it. breathe it. eat it.- but don't hold up my past as the present and I'll do the same favor for you.
heart. HEART. hEaRt.
hot tubbing with Bryanna was high quality tonight.
My dreams have been all over the place recently. ALL OVER THE PLACE. Usually there is a pattern to how things come together in my dreams but not the last two nights.
Alright, I'll say what I'm actually thinking this time around. This time last year my life changed in a way that I couldn't have imagined- my purpose changed- my focus changed - my direction was turned. The process of transition took time.
"you were blessed by- a different kind of inner view, its all magnafied. The highs will make you fly, the lows make you want to die. I was once there- hanging from that very ledge that you are standing, and I know I know I know- its easier to let go"- missy higgins
who knew that missy higgins could write a song previous to my experience that gave words of comfort. of someone else who knew my perspective- the listener- the gatherer. how was it even possible?
So last summer was successful but not as successful as I would've liked it to be. I think I'll probably take the rest of my life and dedicate it to the spreading of love.
I once was lost but now I'm found- was blind but now I see.
I hope you're still tending the garden that I saw you at last. I hope it's making you smile like you were when I saw you last. I hope you're still pointing people in the right direction up the road. I hope you've pointed yourself in that direction too. I hope you've prepared your heart for what is coming your way.
Please send me light so I can give it to everyone else the way you think they'd hear it.
this year has been different. different than any year that I have ever lived.
the highs and the lows have been dynamic for sure. the stark contrast has caused tissue to scar and perspective to change, widen even.
Understanding has become the object of my attention.
I am not the same woman i was a year ago- did you hear that?
read my past- read my once perspective- judge it. breathe it. eat it.- but don't hold up my past as the present and I'll do the same favor for you.
heart. HEART. hEaRt.
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