Things or thoughts

I'm frustrated that I can't think here anymore. I can't say what I love, I can't say what I hate, I can't say what I want because I don't want you to know me anymore. I don't want you to take what I say and tell me I can't feel it. I don't want you to listen. I don't want you to know what's important to me. I don't want you to know where I hurt. I don't want you to know how happy I am. I don't want you to know of my future or anything that I'm striving for. So I'll be elsewhere.